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Apr. 23rd, 2006

11:31 pm - team tuna

Registered for Muddy Buddy today!! 6 mile race of alternating with your partner, running and biking with obsticals in between! theres mud pits and all that fun stuff. after the race theres a party with free beer!! how much better can u get!
Everyone that can should totally do it! it would be such a blast!

Team Tuna is totally kick ass! cant wait!

Current Mood: anxious

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Apr. 1st, 2006

12:45 pm

havent written in a while.
some updates in my life that most everyone knows about.
got into suffolk for the 06-07 school year! still graduating from bsc but i get to live in boston, something ive wanted to do since the start of college. just never could cuz of money and other junk. so me and jay will be gettin a studio in beacon hill. itll be small and expensive but we'll be living together and thats what matters the most to me.
school has been going really well. my prof are so encouraging this semester, all my soc prof are trying to get me to get my graduate degree in soc. something i havent completely ruled out but didnt really think i would just cuz i wanna get my life goin already but i guess theres not much u can do in sociology without an advanced degree. so who knows.
cross country is sooo close. i can taste it! i can not even wait. me and jay have been waiting to do this since high school. found the christmas story house!
jays been workin alot lately. it sucks not bein able to spend time with him, especially these saturdays, when i dont have anything to do. but thats my own fault except for this sat. but thats a different story.
my dad came home safe and sound from iraq. hes back in va taking his officers test.
jay turned 21 last month. we had an awesome dinner in the north end. it was a great night.
went snowboarding with mary and bob once and just bob once. i really like goin wiht them. its chill and laid back instead of a race down the mtn.
ok i think im tired of writing when its such a nice day out!

Current Mood: bored

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Jan. 4th, 2006

02:19 am

im running away.... see ya

Current Mood: horny

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Dec. 11th, 2005

09:35 am

totally snowboarded this weekend... it was siiiick! i had so much fun! it felt like old times snowboarding... even got to smoke with a random 44 yr old guy in the "ganjala" haha. some great times! cant wait for the rest of the season!!

Current Mood: cheerful

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Nov. 30th, 2005

01:15 am

ya ive been usin lj like whoa! maybe its cuz i never see my friends anymore!!! i miss everyone... i odnt have local bwater friends anymore :(
well anyway the reason for my entry... i thiiiiinnkkk me and jay r gunna get a cottage down cape again.... i found a lil shack on the beach for pretty cheap. i called jay when he was half asleep to see what he thought... he was too sleepy to talk
but hopefully itll all work out and we can go xcountry and stay down cape

Current Mood: hopeful

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Nov. 28th, 2005

02:22 am

ashley coury, a girl i graduated with is now a recovery effort after canoeing on saturday. i am completely stunned.
this is the second person i graduated with that has died in 6 months.
molly was real good friends with her. shes a mess
jackie was on the news crying.
mary is as dumbfounded as me.

these girls that i was close to were close to her. i dont kno how approach a situation like this. its been too long since ive been friends with these girls... and it brings up old relationships u thought were long gone. and it makes me feel guitly for not staying in touch... yet i know ive moved on with my life and closed the hs chapter of my life... its a tough situation and im not really sure what to do

Current Mood: restless

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Nov. 19th, 2005

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Oct. 26th, 2005

01:59 am

can i say.... I AM TERRIFIED.
me and jay have decided to make our own shirts for sale... with a logo and junk. but i am completely scared of being rejected.
I just got a message posted on myspace from a girl i went to hs with... it was about her best friends clothing line. I looked at it and now i am just totally scared and insecure about what me and jay are doing. these people went to school for graphic design and clothing design... im just a sociology major and jay is just a dry waller!! like how can we even compete???? i feel like me and jay r just being naive in even persuing this...
ugh im just bein insecure and whinny... i need a slap in the face. but i still cant help the feeling of doubt arising in my stomach each step we make towards making the shirts really happen...

Current Mood: intimidated

Current Music: sound of silence

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Sep. 11th, 2005

Sep. 2nd, 2005

12:05 pm

for the past week or so the headlines have been covered with the devistation of katrina. its an easy thing to ignore because it feels so far away from new england... but i read an article today about the worlds perspective of the hurricane and it made the country feel smaller because of the critisism that has been passed as an "american" problem.
some people r saying its the united states punishment for being in iraq. theyre saying how sad it is to see that the world's "super power" cant even help itself. and all of these sad sad statements that i cant help but believe are true.
the administration took the money from the drainage system in new orleans and put it into the war effort.
looters are stealing television sets and other extravigant materialistic commodoties. now with this u have to ask urself why is a homeless woman/man stealing a tv... maybe its because theyve been so poor their whole lives that that was their chance to get something nice especially in a nation that puts so much emphasis on material wealth. so these people are really just a product of the society in which they live. they cant help themselves.
the majority of the people left are poor black men and women. new orleans has one of the highest population of blacks in the country... is it a conincidence that their one of the poorest too?? and that they couldnt even evacuate the region because they didnt even have 20 bucks for gas or even a car for that matter.
other nations havent even called about the disaster. and im not sure why. is it like the bully at school that u see in trouble, u kno that u should help or care but u dont because u kno that even if they help they could still turn on u or because theres so much "power" in trouble that u wanna see how strong they really are... im not sure if that makes any sense at all... but i do kno that shit is out of control in the united states.

Current Mood: annoyed

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Aug. 29th, 2005

07:33 pm

wow... can not believe this summer is over. it was anticipated since the summer before that and now its over! i'm feeling alil depressed as i sit here at my computer at home because i know if i was on cape i would be with my friends. im gunna miss the cape like no one can understand.
i loved living with jay... everyday i could look forward to sleeping with him in our own lil house.
i became really close with donald this summer too. we saw eachother basically everyday and im gunna miss him most of all.
i learned alot about the people that i thought were my friends too. and everything has turned out differently than i would have t hought.
no matter tho, this summer was such a blast it will prolly go down as the best summer ever.

Current Mood: lonely

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Jun. 7th, 2005

11:35 am

man shit has been hecktic...
me and jays anniversary was last monday. 7 years baby still goin strong.
drove to virginia to see my dad. went on the air craft carrier, roosavelt. it was such a long ass day tho... 4 am til 9 pm!! after only 3 hours of sleep and drivin for 10 hrs. i slept on his work station half way thru the day. it was pretty sick tho. saw an air show on the deck. one was faster than the speed of sound... so when it broke the barrier it made a huge boom. it was pretty sick nasty.
got hit from behind. my bumper is cracked... so ill need a new one which works out cuz i needed a new one any way.
went to kings dominion... it was ok.
went to DC did a quick 2 hour tour. not bad.

on my way home tho my mom called me. Heather Mann was killed in a car accident... it didnt really hit me until i just went to her house and saw her mother. i just started to cry. its awful cuz i didnt talk to her at all for so long. not even in hs. we were best friends in preschool until i moved outta her house in 2nd grade. we just went such different ways, but this still really hurts. we were inseperable back in the day. it sucks so bad.

Current Mood: sad

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May. 16th, 2005

11:27 pm

tomorrows my birthday!!!! hooray!
my bday is always dragged out for like a week! i love it. tom im goin out to lunch with just my mom. then dinner with the fam at the charlie horse. thursday phantom in boston with my favorite women. friday is the big get together! i hope everyone can make it! i kno denis and max are def gunna be there.... jay talked to donald and ross... i hope everyone else will come too! cuz other wise wed be gettin a party ball for 5 people haha and my bday just wouldnt be the same! no sir.

had my first migrane today... it was awful! i was at the mall and i felt like my head was gunna explode! i had to call into work... ya they were pissed at me cuz my site was gettin recertified today! but what can i do...

cant wait til tomorrow! its like a holiday!! haha zippie!

Current Mood: happy

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May. 10th, 2005

12:24 am

hear about the british documents that turned up about the war? well it shows the goals and meetings of bush planning a war when he told the public he would try not to...
"so - lying to the American people? Lying to Congress? Sounds like an impeachable offense to me. Or maybe not - I mean, sure he lied to Congress, lied to the public, got us into a war which has killed almost 1600 American soldiers so far and countless thousands of innocent Iraqi civilians, is bankrupting us with an unnecessary war and a military budget which will soon total more than the entire rest of the world combined, created thousands of new terrorists and turned Iraq into a breeding ground for more, and because of his lies and his policies, America is decidedly less safe...but hey - at least he didn't get a blowjob, right?"

god i friggin hate this guy....
im honestly scared about my future... like what other mistakes could this guy make? and influence others to make? i mean america has turned into a cult of religious extremist that "sin" all over the place and believe that they are all set because they declare that god is on their side. its just all hypocracy... i cant understand it... cheating on your wife with a toothless hooker or taking money away from retiredies is forgivable if u go to church or say your sorry. but gay marriage and seperation of state and religion is immoral and damnable? some one please explain to me the justice of the bullshit that is goin on today!!! please!!!

Current Mood: confused

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May. 8th, 2005

11:46 pm

well first order of business... my birthday is coming up on may 17th... jays folks r goin away that weekend soooo on friday i think we'll have a get together with beers and if u lucky drugs! a shmorgishboard of DRUGS!! well keep the date so i can celebrate my journey thru the birth canal just 20 years ago....

next order... i'm in love with grey's anatomy. its such a sweet show. and i d ont get addicted to shows so u kno its good. or maybe bad cuz i dont watch much tv.. u be the judge.


may 20th... remember

Current Mood: heartburny

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May. 6th, 2005

12:37 am

i'm sick! i woke up the other day without bein able to breath! feels flu-y... it could be a word.
i got a new job for next year!! my wonderful co-worker got me a job at her school for 12.50 and hour! how pumped am i?? for doin the same exact thing i do now! just without dealin with the dyke and my dick bosses! that gets a big haaazaaaaah!
cinco de mayo... i was supose to make dinner for my fam but i had to go to a play... so tomorrow night im spendin my friday night makin mexican and drinkin corona. im so lame

i hate that girl whose in joy ride. wtf is her name.... leelee sobieski!!! prolly the worst excuse for an actress eeevvvveeerr!!!! wow she just ruins every movie she is in... and shes not even cute... like if she was hot that would be an excuse to put her in movies, special horror movies but jeeeeezzz shes ugly and untalented. and i noticed in joy ride that they were drinkin all night... tequilla at that... and the second they get scared they jump on the road and drive perfectly! and no one threw up after their fish tails... aaaannnnndddd leelee didnt even take a shot!! she sipped her shot glass while the guys threw em back! i hung my head in shame...

i watched a murderous orgy on stage today... it was pretty sweet... i was thoroughtly surprised that none of the guys got boners!! one guy was lying down in his boxers and there was no tent! and this was after he had a girl bent over in front of him with her wedding dress over her and grinding up against him... some major kudos for this guy. i knew alot of the kids on stage from class... akward.

Current Mood: annoyed

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May. 3rd, 2005

01:22 pm

ay carumba! i kicked ass on my presentation...my partner however... is a ginormous tool. in the middle of the conversation he say "buenos noches" im like what are u sayiin?!?!? the kid totally fucked up hardcore... i would feel bad but the kid is tough and buff that i cant... it was actually gratifying... i enjoyed watching him choke as i TRIUMPHED!! hahaha

Current Mood: giggly

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May. 2nd, 2005

05:22 pm

spanish is the devil's language. i swear to u. i have to get up and talk in spanish for 2 minutes with out any note cards... how the fuck am i suppose to do that... i can hardly speak it when i read it word for word. its prolly the most ridiculous requirement ive ever heard. but i have to do it because if i dont then ill get D... woomps.
my face is all broken out cuz im so stressed about this god awful presentation. and im doin it with a kid that is like oh it doesnt matter we can wing it! wing it? i cant even wing presentations in english. hes from raynham...thats a BR slacker for ya. hes a creep.
finals are next week. im super pumped. i only have 3 this semester.

next semester ill be taking:
The Family
Social Inequality
Psychosocial Development of Women
Sociology of Education
Western Civ

pumped that im finally into all my sociology classes and only have a few more gen ed classes left.

since ross has been ravin about hawaii i was thinkin about doin a whole year out there instead of one semester... but id have to apply for graduation while im in hawaii... i dunno how that works but they said that its doable... graduation isnt until may 21st or so and the semster gets out the 13th or so... i just gotta make sure they have the seminar classes i need out there.
cuz it would be so much fun with a bunch of us out there! so chill.

Current Mood: grimy

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Apr. 27th, 2005

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